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Living life in my dreams...

life is a boring thing - WITHOUT SKATING!!

INTRODUCTION

Hey Guys and Gals...

Looking at my blog.... A big Thank you to you all...& Firstly... putting up my nagging and all my negative thinkingSecondly... being there when I really someone to talk to Lastly... putting up with all my crap

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PROFILE

Name: Jason Tay Ri Sen
Status: Single
D.O.B: 06/01/1988

I like...
+Dogs, cats, rabbits and any other small pets...
+loves dolphins
+skating
+playing car games
+exploring new things
+help pple with their problems

Priorities (now!!!) As accurate as of 06/04/2009
1st-Friends
2nd-Work
3rd-Skating
4th-A girlfriend(lolx)

Buddies
*Wei Long
*Jun Yong
*Jim
*Jin Long
*Sebastian
*Tong Ming
*Kevin
*Qi min
*Nicholas (innova)
*Jansen
*Jia Wei
*Terence
*Aaron
*Kay Hwee
*Jonathan
*Zi Qing
*Shawn

Very good female frenz...
*Liang Yu
*Jia Qun
*Jiayi
*Zan Jun
*Wen ying
*Hou Ying
*Hazel
*Tammie
*Kai Li

My Gan meis...
*Selina
*Ting Ting
*Jia Xin
*Mandy
*Pei En
*Xiu Min
*Priscilla
*Cheryl
*Cherie
*Katie
*Eveline
*Isabel
*Joanne
*Shi Yun

My Friends from work...
*Joe aka Ah long
*Gareen
*Jia hong
*Chin chong
*Auntie xiao lan
*Auntie jenny
*Bing Da
*Ah siao(not her real name)
*Lewis
*Joyce
*Wei Cong
*Koon Xian
*Feng Wei
*Zhi Cai
*Auntie mary
*Auntie annie
(Thanks guys... Had lots of fun working with u all... Hope to see u all soon...)

My army frenz
-BMTC Bronco Company PLT 1 SEC 1
Andy aka Boss
Jason aka JS
Chun Kit aka kit
Alvin Leong aka Fish
Anson aka SM Lee
Philip
Edgar

-AETC AEC BRAVO PLT 5
Wei cong
Samuel
Yi Da
Andy
Leonard
Sanjai
Kai Xuan
Chee Hao
Shao Shun
Jun Cheng
Ivan
Peng Yong
Shan Wen
Danne
Hong Qing
Jeremy
Jesse
Zhi Huan
Bryan
Kenneth

(SPECS)
Desmond
Han Siang
Dan
Chin Thong
Sim
Zhu
Roger
Adriel
Yong Qi
Gerrard

Tuesday, April 28, 2009.

OMG!!! I finally know y pple say i very fickle minded... Now I saw this phone on GSM arena... This phone got it's like points... One is the 8 mega pixel camera... Then next is second generation of my LG viewty... The design is slick and very nice... With almost everything the same as arena... Except the camera, 3.5mm jack and the divx video. There's some bad points abt the both phones also... No flash player for the web explorer. Oh no... Y like this... Think wait for both phones to come out then i compare at the LG concept shop... SEN^39 has blogged @ 13:55.


Friday, April 24, 2009.
The next phone which i wan... LG arena...Seldom i can find something which i like at first sight... hahaz... This phone attracted me in some way... Maybe the metallic design or the new 3d user interface... Looks like a iphone but has more than a iphone... with dolby sounds... I think this is by far the phone with the best sound... with a 3.5 mm jack... i can fit my creative earphones in too... So i believe that this is the next phone that i wanna get... Because my last experience with LG shows how good their phones are... very durable and tough... I still like my LG viewty... Juz hope my father allows me to take 2 lines... hahaz... then can use both phones at one time... But i still dunno the release date for this phone... can anyone tell me when u got the news??? SEN^39 has blogged @ 13:39.


Thursday, April 23, 2009.
Arh... Today me last day at jurong point... Then i will rest until the 28 before i go to robinson on the 29... finally can rest liao... really need some rest... before the robinson sales kicks in... and no more offs for me... lolx... Sians... kinda long hours for me to work... But the satification that customers get when they buy ur stuff is very very good sia... hahaz... But these few days at jurong point really nobody come and see... So bored...

Kinda not thinking so much these days... probably i'm juz tired... hahaz... i dunno how to account to my countless mistakes in my life... and my 3 regrets... and dunno whether i can do anything to let me come out of my regrets... need someone to talk to... but who??? everyone's busy with work, ns or sch work... think i juz keep it to myself ba... SEN^39 has blogged @ 10:46.


Thursday, April 09, 2009.
Work work work.... SEN^39 has blogged @ 00:46.


Wednesday, April 08, 2009.
Realised...

I realise that wat i always believe is not the truth in myself... Had a hard time getting to sleep yesterday nite... Was thinking abt the issue... I was not strong enough... That's all i can say...

Another thing i realise is that i had influence someone that the worst thing has happen... Now I'm guilty for the things that i say... The difference in speeches made when the whole problem was presented to the people who are involved... Now everything is wrong.... No!!!

I dunno wat to say abt this... Will snowball into a big problem in the next few months... I'm a goner...

How to get over this... Can someone totally out of this group of frens help me... I need someone to talk to now...

Btw i forget to thank jiayi for listening to me n my problem the other day on my blog... I finally can say out the stuff that is stuck within me this few months... Thanks Jiayi!!! SEN^39 has blogged @ 01:12.


Monday, April 06, 2009.
A very short blog...

Need to write down all the things i wan to achieve this year... hahaz... Suddenly remember this year nv write down....

Work
Studies
New spectacles
Go facial
New clothes
Driving

probably a girlfriend ba... Hahaz... SEN^39 has blogged @ 14:50.


Sunday, April 05, 2009.
Happy birthday to one of my favorite god sis... MANDY!!!

Was very very tired when i reached home around 4 am this morning... The reason? slept only 3 hours on sat morning... Then woke up at 13 00 hours to do some stuff...

Then drag drag until around 16 00 hours... I left home to go to ivory restaurant at clarke quay... Reached there and started the preparation of sebas's band stuff and the lightings... So many things to do with so little time to spare... Work work work... Then check sounds check the guest book counter... Then mandy came with her parents... and juz nice all the prep work seems done... then pple started coming in and within a hour it was almost full house... Hahaz... Ps for those who didn't had seats... hahaz...

Games started... Accidentally in love, it's all abt u... Then came the belly dancers... hahaz... Then the most impt highlight... mandy's fren and her father speech... It was so touching... Then Mandy's speech... Can felt that she was too touched by the father's and fren speech... Then the song U raise me up...

After that the singing of birthday song with blowing of candles... then the photo taking... Wow!!! she got so many groups of frens and family... Then the last song peng you...which i also sang and went off key at one part... lolx...

After that was party time... Went to drink quite a bit... And was smoke by shao shun... as i thought both were the same shots... but in actual fact one was whiskey and one was vodka... Damm i took the whiskey... Hahaz...

Drank a few more shots and a cup of beer... Then it was photo taking time again... I went around finding pple to take photo with... Took quite a lot ba... then i was kinda high and tired at the same time... lolx... it all ended at dunno wat time... i nv see my watch also... lolx

Took NR6 back home with hou ying zan jun jiayi nicholas jia xin eugene wei long... alighted at the place where i first met them... Nan chiau... Hahaz... i accompany jiayi back to her house downstairs... then we talk abt some stuff under her block... mostly problems that i facing now... Hahaz... She's a very very good listener... good to have know her... hahaz... Then 4 00 hours i left her to take the lift then i walk home lor... So tired but had lots of a fun yesterday... Can see by the length of this entry... hahaz...

ps. i might forget some of the interesting stuff or the order of events due to a very very tired me... hahaz... So dun blame me arh... hahaz.... SEN^39 has blogged @ 20:36.


Saturday, April 04, 2009.
Am i a good fren???


Hey pple... To whom which is looking... hahaz... kinda long nv blog liao... but yesterday when i was walking alone to wei long house... suddenly thoughts filled my mind... i was thinking... Was i a good fren? Did i always give bad influence to my peers? Or am i always a problem to them then help? Suddenly i felt so small in this very big world... Had been thinking of kinda lot of stuff recently... Thinking did i influence someone to the way which the ending which i would love to see? Doing this will see pple get hurt or pple making the wrong decisions... Am i still a good fren?

Last time in jc... i had not been a good fren... I had most of the time ps aaron... A fren whom i know for 8 yrs le... A fren who i think understands me a lot... Then i can ps him... Am i a good fren?

In Ns... I had influence pple like jeremy samuel jesse to kinda rebel in camp... Am i a good fren?

I kinda got very vulgar in words recently... saying in front of crowds... might juz influence the pple ard me... Am i a good fren?

Sometimes I cannot help any of frens with their problem... Am i a good fren?

Sometimes I could not be there when my frens needs me the most... Am i a good fren?

I might also make pple thinking that i'm irritating.... Keep finding them when they are obviously not free... Am i a good fren?

I had left some of my frens thinking where am i... Where i had been too... Pple like my god sis eveline... She's one person who i think i really neglect a lot... Am i still a good fren?

After all this thoughts... It makes me wonder... How good of a fren am i... How i wan to salvage this situation? I really dunno... Really need someone to guide me... But who i can trouble to listen to all my near neverending problems...

It feels slightly better to say it out here... At least i dun really have to trouble pple listening... Hahaz... Okay ba... I have to prepare some stuff ahead of mandy's party... See ya!!! SEN^39 has blogged @ 14:55.