Sunday, August 27, 2006.
Study Saturday.... Muhahahahaz...
Hmm... Today woke up at 9... Becoz wei long say wan go study mah... Then woke up early... Then wei long woke up late... Partially my fault lah... Nv call him when i wake up... Then when i board the bus... I saw aaron... Hmm... He meeting fren... Also go airport there study... Hahaz... so qiao...
Went to airport de staff canteen... Then study lor.. Ate ban mian today... And also drank 2 grass jelly plus soya bean mean milk... Super nice lor... Hmm... Then continue to sudy lor... Then jin long ans qi min came... Hahaz... Add some entertainment to our studying... Played dai ti... And also some pair game... Hmm... Wei long today so lucky lor... Won so many rounds sia...
Hmm... Then went to the viewing mall there lor... I see the planes there... I see that it is equal to our life... Planes comes into airport and leave... Like pple coming into our life and leave.... And also there are those who juz never leave... To those who didn't leave my life... I'm glad that i have u as a fren... However to those who left my life le... Nvm de... I know u all got ur things to do... All the best in ur lives... I also thought of this very impt person of my life... Dunno wat happen recently... Maybe this person juz left my airport... Maybe will make detour and come back or maybe juz left for good...
My dream is to own a big transport company... A air, land and maritime transport mega company... Something like richard branson... Virgin's founder... Hmm... Dunno will happen or not... Dun think will happen ba... I also not that rich... Hahaz...
Hahaz... Dunno y i say until my dream... But hope all my friends de dreams all come true... Hahaz... Nitez...
SEN^39 has blogged @ 00:02.
Saturday, August 26, 2006.
Today can say is a exciting day for me...
Woke up at the usual time... Then went to CP to top up my ez link card... Then came back to the bus stop there to wait for 161... Hmm... Then bus came... Then i saw someone familiar... I saw tammie... Lolx... so early leh... She wake up leh... OMG... Then she say she go meet friend... Then i went for my GP remedial lor... Was late for 10 min sia... Hehez...
Then first maths tutorial... I was okay... Then got break... Then somethin bad happen... ******** got smacked in the face with a plate of spaghetti... OMG... I was shocked by wat happen... Darn... The guy who i deem as got some mental case de did it... Then ******** went to toilet to clean up... Then got to know the whole truth abt the whole issue... Is this girl who the guy likes... Then the girl dun like him... Then call ******** to act couple... Then kena this lor... Feels that the guy is super childish lor... Then during the maths lecture... Went to discuss with other frens wat we should do with that guy... My fren gave this idea of calling ODAC guys to each buy one plate and smack him back... Muhahahaz... Spaghetti hairstyle... Cool sia... Hmm... Then ******** says he tell VP le... Then dun care... If he does it again then we do smth lor...
Then went to GP tutorial and then after sch got physics paper 3 lor... Then i do le... I think i really very lousy in physics lor... Siao liao lah... Muz study le... Cannot gu fu miss yap, mdm lee, mr phang and miss charles...
Then watching the 7 o'clock show on channel 8... Hai de er zi... Then saw these 2 quotes very useful... "Love is something that u dun reap wat u sowed..." And the second phrase suits me perfectly... " My love for u is one way traffic... Not a 2 way traffic... Hahaz... Think many face this problem i'm facing now... But dun care... Life's only a few decades... So live life to he fullest... Be happy in wat u are doing can le.. Agree???
Hmm... Then msn talk to liang yu... Hahaz... Kinda long nv talk to her... Plus i promise i will call her... But nv... Hahaz... Sorrie liang yu... Kinda busy... Then talk abt wat happen to me recently... Hmm... Liangyu... No need say sorrie to me lah... I'm glad that u would listen to me... Hahaz... Then i should say sorrie to u... Always talk to u is abt me de... Sorrie arh... Plus i muz haf dampen ur feelings today ba... Ps arh...
Think stop here ba... Go play need for speed le... Byez....
SEN^39 has blogged @ 00:13.
Friday, August 25, 2006.
Still got a few minutes before Jia xin's birthday is over... Hahaz... Hmm... Today got quite a lot of things happen... Firstly... i cannot find my sch badge... Got so fret up sia... Lolx... then go bus stop... Wait for tammie and aaron lor... Then aaron miss call me before tammie came... Hmm... then how??? I decided to wait for tammie... Juz when i sms aaron that i not taking the bus... Tammie de sms come... Then phone hang... ArgH!!! Took some time to get the phone back on... By that time tammie abt to reach le... When she reach... The bus juz nice come... Nv come to sch with her for quite some time liao... Then talk lor... Hmm... Darn... Got traffic jam on expressway... Sianz sia... Then alight the bus... Muz run to sch... Then scolded by Mr james wong... A teacher who i hate most...
In school...
First lesson... I pon chem lecture... Coz today my class only a few guys... Then only 4 guys went for the lecture... I sianz... then also nv go... Went to library to do physics... Then the lesson went on lor... Bored... Then after sch still got maths remedial... Was late for PE today... Last PE in IJC... Hmm... I still nv pass the nafa... But maybe is also good for me lor... I didn't really train for it... Think will train after a's lor... After PE... Went to bath then go for jx de party... Lolx... We one group of guys went late... Hahaz... Then had lots of fun... The funniest part is in the toilet... Can't believe we play in the toilet... Hahaz... Then... Left hazel mom de cafe lor... Went to CP for a drink... then came home...
Feelings for the day...
Generally fun sia... But somethings make me very pek chek... Like this fren who keeps meddling with my own personal problems... Hey... I know wat i should do... So dun keep asking can??? Then also i see her today... Didn't even say hi to each other... Feeling kinda sad sia... But today jx de b'day... So i dun wan to show sad sad de face... Hahaz... Didn't have the courage to talk to u... Haiz...
SEN^39 has blogged @ 00:01.
Monday, August 21, 2006.
Boring day sia...
Today stayed at home the whole day... Except going to my grandma house to eat something... Hmm... Didn't feel like doing any homework today sia... Expected of me... Told myself to start workat 12... But in the end drag until around 10 at nite then start... Hmm... But in between... i packed my room... Washed my bag... Took my skates out to air it... Hmm... Not a lot of things done today...
After that yesterday different pple told me different ways of doing things... I now wonder... Wat should i choose... Izzit the way where i should juz give up becoz is not worth it... Or izzit i should i juz go with wat's happening now... Hmm... Wonder wat to do sia... Luan arh!!!
Memories came back... Heard of some past songs... Like N'sync de "it's gonna be me" and a jap song "All my true love"... Thought of the days in sec 2... Becoz of this special person... Although i no longer feel the very special feling towards u le... But i hope u are far better off than i am... I dunno is i hear wrongly or wat... Heard u got a guy u like in sch izzit??? Hmm... Hope the guy also like u leh... Then u two can be together... Then i also happy lor... Hahaz... Dunno leh... Juz wan to talk to u leh... Nv talk to u since after the last time i go ur workplace find u le... Then that day at sebas house... I talk to almost all of the 2F girls... Except u... Hmm... Maybe u still feel weird to talk to me ba... Lolx... Juz nice when typing until this part... Then the music player play "why do i love you?"... (the song which i really like at that time...)Hmm... Fated ba... Make me sad...
Always wondered why i like u so much in the past... Although i nv really show it out... I dared to say... U are the girl that i like the most last time... ( NC pple should know who ba) Can also say like the longest de ba... More than 4 long years... The funniest thing is that even u reject me liao... I still like u... Lolx... Reading back at the letter i wrote to u on valentine's day when we were sec 3... I wanna laugh lor... Didn't know i can write like this sia... Kinda childish in my letter lor... Hahaz...
Now things are over le... Feelings faded... And I wan to tell you that i wish that we can be the good frenz that we used to...
Hmm... I got one last question that i really wanted to know the answer... The answer jia xin mandy and pei en all tell me they dunno de... Is that... U got like me before??? Yes or no... I juz wan to know...
Nites all... Hope u all are not like me... Missed the opportunity... Hope all of you can treasure all the pple around u... And if u like someone... Go for it... Dun be like me... Po po ma ma then in the end... Missed the chance....
SEN^39 has blogged @ 00:41.
Sunday, August 20, 2006.
Skate Day!!!
Finally can skate liao... Today woke up at 7 to wake wei long up... Then later went back to sleep le... Hmm... Then wei long call me at 10... Ask me wan go for breakast or not... But i got breakfast at home liao le... Then nv go out... Then watch tv until 2 then start to prepare all the skating things... Hmm... Then went to CP to meet the rest of pple... Jy and jL they came at the right time lor... Took the parkway parade bus to parkway parade... Cool sia... 25 min... Not like 43... 1 hr leh... Lolx...
Reach le then we go IC there de chicken rice store there then jim sam jin long and jun yong eat... Me and wei long nv eat... After eating then go IC collect wei long de pay... After that... Is ECP le... Hahaz... Today had quite a lot of fun... skating until the training ground... Then caroline fell... Then she was bleeding profusely... OMG... Lucky got ming sheng and sam... They red cross de... Confirm can help de...
Oh ya... Still haben say... Before go the training ground... We are at the ring there... Then got this guy... Wear V3 de... Keep sliding in ront of us lor... Kaoz... He also not so pro... Keep doing slides in front of us... I got fret up lor... Then try to do smth... But of cause i cannot lah... Coz i got no perfect slides to own the person... I tio own!!!
Hmm... continue... Then after training grounds... I left ECP le... then got take 10 to harbourfront... Then change 963 to Miss Lee house lor... Hahaz... Actually the journey is very fast de... is the waiting time lor... Then while waiting see one very chio de gal... But dun care lah... I got pple who i like liao... Then reach there about 20 min then the whole group leave liao... We got bukit timah there to eat prata... Nice sia... Hahaz...
Then when going back home that time... Me and Aaron cannot find the 156 bus stop... Argh... Then take 74 to hougang then walk back home lor... Then while walking... I asked aaron abt wat i should do for my problem lor... Hahaz... He say this kind of things kao ownselves to solve de... Cannot other pple say de...
After reach somewhere near aaron hse... We walk separate roads back... Then i saw one 43 coming... Then this thought came to my mind... Jin long and Jun yong they all on the bus mah??? Lolx... Then look look then see someone like jin long and jun yong... Lolx... Then these 2 pple on the bus wave at me... Hahaz... Then i suppose is jin long and jun yong ba... Hahaz...
Wah!!! Body aching sia...Lolx... After the whole day outside... Think i should settle down and study liao... Coz i wan to get better a level result de... Hahaz... Hmm... Think i go sleep liao le... Maybe tmr will or maybe not blog ba... Nites all....
SEN^39 has blogged @ 02:38.
Saturday, August 19, 2006.
Heys pple... Tired of looking at credits le???
Hahaz... After the few days of credits... Think i will not write credits for this post ba... Hmm... After yesterday something happne which i then agree that i'm still the same old jason of the past... Hmm... A guy who worries this and worries that... Think of things with so many possible outcomes... Most of them bad.... Hahaz... Is this good news or bad??? I dunno...
Hmm... To my bros... All the past worries i type in the past few post... Are considered all gone ba... Coz i think too much le ba... Hahaz...
Yeah!!! I finally go cut my hair liao... Kinda happy sia... Coz i feel more cooling liao... And also my hair can stand back le... Muhahahaha... Then met up with jim sam and wei long at KFC there to eat lor... Used quite a lot of money today... Muz save them back sia... Lolx...
Tmr skating sia... Cool... I'm loving it... Hope tmr is super duper fun... Coz like kinda a lot pple skating tmr... Plus tmr got miss lee and J1 organise de farewell party for ODAC pple... Hehez... Tmr will be very very packed sia... Nite nite all...
SEN^39 has blogged @ 01:16.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006.
Credits for all my gan mei's and 2 pple which i forgot to mention in the previous blog(qi min and tong ming)
Brothers(cont'd)Tong ming...
Lolx... A freaking lame person... Looked at his sec 1 pic... so funny sia... lolx... But he changed a lot liao le... Now is da shuai ge sia... Hmm... he is someone i play with... Do lame things and talk lame things with... Didn't really talk about our own problems... But nvm lah... We are very good frens aren't we??? hehez...Tm... U looked stressed up... U wan u can always find me de... lolx...
Qi min...
Hahaz... another lame person here... Last time sec very close to him de... Go his house play but then sec 3 and sec 4 then nv really talk to him... But now we are very good frens le rite??? hehez... he knows my problems now... qi min... Hope u study hard for ur exams hor... Dun repeat any module arh... hahaz..
Gan Mei'sMandy...
Hahaz... mandy got her own credits liao le... So no need type le ba... Juz wanna wish my pretty gan mei all the best in everything she do... Hehez...
Pei En...
Hahaz... Got to talk to her when i shift seats with (i also forgot liao lah...) then sit beside mandy then beside mandy is pei en... Argh... She's a super good gan mei... Always there when i need her... But no she kinda busy lah... Can't talk to her much... Hehez... Arh... Pei en... Kor need u now... Feeling very sad now... Hahaz...
Jia xin(a.k.a xin xin)
Hehez... She arh... a bit super over active at times ba... Hahaz... remember that time i cried in class when i broke up with *******(u guys should know lah) She tried conforting me... But i still crying... Hahaz... Hmm... this gal gave me lots and lots of encouragement to continue my life... Thanks to my xin xin mei mei... Mei... Kor feeling sad... Want to cry le... Lolx...
Cheryl...
This is one of another super gan mei... Hahaz... The gan mei who i also feel very bad towards... I noe kor always tell u sian sian sian... Then that day u got so fret up... U are right... I cannot always say i'm sian... If not i will really be sian... Hmm... Cheryl arh... Thanks for all the advices u give me last time... Hope we can be like last time like this... Can talk like last time... Hehez...
Xiu min...
Hehez... This gal arh... Very blur de leh... Then also tell her things she also can forgot de... But she's a super nice gal... Hahaz... Glad to have her as my gan mei... She has help me a lot... Especially in helping me choose present... She got very good taste sia... Hahaz... Thanks xiu min for everything... Hehez...
Priscilla...
very funny sia... i didn't get to talk to her much in sec 1 and 2...But then became very good bro and sis wor... Hahaz... bro and sis sure got conflicts mah... But the conflict is long over le... Hahaz... Wei... I very long nv talk to u liao leh... How are u... Hehez...
Cherie...
Hey cherie... How are u??? hmm... Very long nv talk to u liao... Remember wat i tell u last time... Time sure will heal some wounds... But everyhting is over liao le... Hope ya can be very happy arh... hehez... Really thank u for the things u do for ur this very stupid kor... Hahaz...
Katie...
Hey tall mei mei... How are u arh??? Really hope u are better than ur this kor wor... Hahaz... I know her when i was in charge of her class for their orientation in NC... Hmm... Have been good bro and sis since then... Hahaz... Looked at my phone juz now... Saw that u send me a lot of good nite msg... Really appreciate my this gan mei... Hehez...
Joanne...
Hey my bros... Nv expect i noe another mei from nan chiau ba... Hmm... got to know her over the friendster ba... Then we two talk and talk and then become kor and mei le... Hahaz... She hor also got tell me her problems and i also got tell her... Hmm... Dunno how's she le... Super long nv talk to her liao...
Isabel...
Another mei i noe from friendster de... A gal who i only saw once at orchard... Hmm... Weird sia... That time i saw her... Hahaz... Hmm... She arh... A very funny gal sia... Juz got to know her only then she call me to call her le... Hahaz... Then talk to her on the phone lor... Then we started sms-ing each other le... But now i think she's attached liao... Then nv care abt me le... Hahaz... Hope u are doing fine... hehez
Wah... I got so many gan mei's arh... 10 sia... But actually got more... But then they dun really care abt me de... Hahaz...
Some gals who made my life better... ( not my gan mei's)Liang yu..
Last time talk abt her le... My super good friend... Someone who understands me...
But hope she can find her bai ma wang zi... Lolx...
Jia qun...
Hey gal... It's me writting abt u leh... Hmm... Go to know her in sec 3... She's a very good fren to me... Talk me out of my miserable state... Hmm... Gave me advices like all my other gan mei's... Hahaz... Hmm... Jia qun... hope ya can find happiness always... Hehez...
Hou ying...
She a person i won't forget... ( Hahaz... NC pple should understand) Hmm... She did not do a lot of things for me... But she indirectly taught me how life is suppose to be... I got a lot of regrets in my life... Some of them concerns u... We like very long nv talk le... Hope we can talk again...
Tammie...
Hahaz... I dun know whether u got look at my blog or not... I know many things i said are very unrelevant to u... i only wan to say wat i wan to say out... I dunno wat's wrong between the both of us now...But i believe u know something which i actually wan to tell u de... If it is because of this issue... I apologised that i hide from u... Because i know if i say it out... The outcome will be "we will not be frenz again " But nvm lah... hope u will get over with ur friendship issues and study hard for ur promos... Dunno whether we will talk again... But thanks for being there when i need u the most...
THANKS!!!Kai Li...
Finally someone who has no link with NC de... She's a gal who is kinda very enthu in everything de... Hehez... Hmm... Got to know her better afer the qing gong yan of the J1 camp this year... Hahaz... Then also at the national day steamboat outing... Hahaz... Talk to her abt my things... Hahaz... Like my gan mei's she gave me advices lor... Hahaz... Very valuable one sia... The only J2 Innovian gal who can gib me advices de... Hahaz...
Super long post sia today... Hmm.. didn't know i got so many to thank... Think more will come... So much memories came back when i was typing this blog post... Hmm... Will try to remember then as much as i can... Hahaz... Hmm... Talk abt today... Look at my phone de Benko... Hahaz... I sure will smile de... But i know that my heart is broken... I tried to be seen as happy... But if i had failed.. Dun blame me... I'm not an actor Remember?... Lolx... Things happen too quickly... I should juz forgot this dream of mine...
*B xiao jie*... Hope to see u more in sch... Lolx... U are the very special person who can make me smile de...
*History of B Xiao jieI dun like her now le...(in case some of u think that i flirt...Hahaz...) She's someone i like
LAST year... The gal who i like and had never make me sad(becoz i didn't get to know her)... So she will always be in my mind as a very special gal nicknamed as B xiao jie...
Should drop this stupid dream of mine and face the reality...
SEN^39 has blogged @ 23:20.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006.
The special CREDITS blog
Brothers
the special group of GUYS to whom are important to me in my life...
Wei long
A friend i know for a very long time... Someone who can tell me the right things and the wrong things... Someone who is also experienced enough to teach me life skills... Things which i cannot learn from my parents... To wei long... I really appreciate wat things u had done for me... But ps... I dun think i had done anything very beneficial to help u through ur current situaion... Hope u can stay happy...
Jim...
A councillor in NC... My first duty as a councillor... I was paired up with him... He got some rumors with my class de charissa... Coz they cousins mah... then blah blah... Hmmm... A person who i can talk to when i feel sad... I'm sorrie abt the recent misunderstanding... I'm the main cause... However... That's all over le... Hope u can find ur dream girl soon and dreams come true for u...
Jun yong...
A very cheerful person... Someone who i can play with... Hahaz... However he's also a very good listener... I recently talk to him when we 2 go cp eat...Talk abt quite a lot of things... Hmm... Jy... I know u are feeling quite stressed ba... Anything u can come talk to me de... Hahaz... Stay cheerful and dun disguise ur unhappiness...
Jin long...
A very arty person... Hahaz... Help me is some art work before... Thanks jin long...I got to know him better after we started skating... (i dun mean we not very shou b4 skating)... Recent events... I know u are caught in the middle... I'm sorrie jin long... I didn't help much... And might caused more problems for u to clean up... Sorry... but now the whole thing is over... but hmk steps in... Hope u can jia you for all that u like to do...
Sebas...
Musicial talented... Super talented... Band leader of ozone... Made me a manager... (thanks sebas)... He has help me a lot in my life... Without him... I might have gone crazy le... I share my problems with him... He also shares with me... He's avery good advisor a good motivator and a good leader... Sebas... know that ur life is kinda mixed up and complicated now... Hope u can be freed from all this and be the carefree sebas i know...
Kevin...
A lamer... Lolx... With his inventions... He is one lame but super clever scientist... I didn't talk to him abt my problems much... But he's sure a fren i can't do without with... Kevin!!! Jia you for ur prelims... Hope we can go same uni together... Then blow up the whole uni... Lolx...
Aaron
He may sound cool at times... but he has help me a lot in my days at IJC... Conflicts... misunderstandings... within the group... I can talk to him... My relationship problems also can talk to him... But he's busy with studies now... Better not disturb him... Aaron... Thanks for all u have done for me... Thanks a lot...
This is not my last words to them... I juz wan to type it out in case i next time kena memory loss... I still can see this... Gan mei's credits... would be written next time... Lolx...
That's all folks...
SEN^39 has blogged @ 00:53.
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It's gonna be a very long blog...
First things first... I am very SORRY to tammie and aaron...
Tammie
I know u today got tuition and u wan to get back home asap... I call u to miss that 161 becoz i say i cannot pang sei aaron... I knew u are angry with wat i ask u to do... I'm sorry...
Aaron
I need to say very very very sorry to u sia... I gave u a very tu lan face juz now in the bus... When me and tammie walk to the interchange... I didn't see u... Thought u go le... Then I was very angry with myself becoz i ask tammie to miss the bus but thought u go le... Then i feel bad towards tammie... Sorry aaron...
Next... After alighting at CP de bus stop... Said bye to tammie and aaron... I walked back to my grandma hse alone... Was thinking of lots of things on the way back...
I thought...
I think i'm a lousy fren to most of u frens and brothers... I can ps my good frenz becoz of some other pple... I'm not a good advisor at all... Maybe even not a good listener... I'm guilty of causing things to happen... I'm guilty of misunderstandings caused... I'm at fault in all cases...
Y i thought of this??? The interchange incident which happen earlier... Makes me wonder... Y am i always in the middle... I'm someone with no thinking no stand... I juz follow the flow... Like water... U wan me to go right i go right... U wan me to go left i go left... I'm so used to be in the middle... I dun even wan to make decisions myself now...
I also thought of this... Y can't i have a relationship which a girl who i really like also likes me also... And live very happily... Izzit because i am a lousy fren then god wants me to suffer to see others happy???
(some pple may not agree with the paragraph below...)
I always thought... I try to make pple happy... I dun care my own self... But i juz wan my frenz around me to be happy... I do some of the good things... To help pple... But y i cannot get the things i really had wished for... Shan you shan bao... Isn't it?
Another thing i had thought... Pple who are very close to me... Should know i very emotional de... Cries more easily than other guys... I really wan to cry now... I really wan to... But how? Guys think that if i cry... I will be a sissy... Then gals??? i think i would scare them away... so how???
To all my frenz looking at this blog... I sound like i kena depression ba... Actually is my life's thoughts being "vomit" out in one single blog... I can't keep it to myself le... then decide to say it out...
Frenz and brothers... I think i maybe okay ba... but i doubt i'm the same old me anymore...
Hope everything will turn out fine tmr...
Tired and sian-ed of life...
SEN^39 has blogged @ 00:17.
Thursday, August 10, 2006.
A short blog...
Haiz... Finally got a time to blog... But then a short time only... Haiz... It's ard 3 now... muz go sleep liao... But a short message to all... I'm really busy with outings and hmk... If i had accidentally ps u all or smth... my apologies... It's my fault...
Specially
To jia qun... i sat say wan call u go see fireworks on tues... But i went skating then forgot to call u go see fireworks... really sorrie leh...
To jin long... Ps sia... really busy leh... think u also ba... but jia you!!!
To tammie... Really sorrie i cannot be a very good advisor... sorrie leh... i noe u are very unhappy... But hope u can try to be happy arh... dun think too much...
To the rest of my frenz out there... Dun think too much ba... Any unhappiness please come find me... I find time to talk to u all... hahaz... This message is specially to jun yong, wei long, jim, jin long and tammie...
To all!!!
I'm getting better le... I only feeling very stressed abt hmk!!! Hahaz... Thanks to all that care for me... Wish u all, all the best in everything u all do...
SEN^39 has blogged @ 02:52.
Thursday, August 03, 2006.
Boring and too structured of a life???
I hate this life... I hate my life to be everyday scheluded... 6 wake up bath then 6 30 go down to wait for bus (for mon wed and fri) and 6 50 (for tue and thurs)... Wait for Tammie to come... (if she got wake up early) Take bus to sch... Go through tutorials and lectures... Plus extra lessons... All adds up to like going home at 5 or 6... Go home eat dinner... Chiong homework until 1 then sleep... Then the whole thing repeats itself... I found myself to have no life... I
HATE this life!!! I wan to go out i wan to relax!!! But assignments homeworks and test... I can't stop to catch a breather... Sometimes i am so tired... But still have to study and do homework... Then i found myself sleeping in lectures... Wat's the point of me going to sch rite??? y not i juz stay at home and study??? I juz dunno lah...
Last week i said i'm bothered by somethings... But it's partially over le... I felt better liao... Then i more bothered by my own relatioship problem... i think i got my priorities confused le... Studies first rite??? but now... Wat i can think is her... Y arh??? I wan study le... Cannot do this... ArgH!!!!!!!!!!!
In sch... There's this gal who i had a crush last year... A gal who is a very chio gal and the gal who i will nv be with... She likes branded stuff... The one thing which i can nv give... So i did nothing abt this gal... I nv said that i like her or anything... Maybe that's the reason y when i see her around in sch... I will suddenly feel so happy... In the past... I had sad experiences or bad endings with the girls that i had like before... This time... I nv tell her... And the feeling slowly goes away... I felt good... The only girl who i like and nv make me sad... Hope she really can find someone she really likes... Hahaz...(that won't be me of course)
I dunno lah.... So stressed... Hope this coming sat can go skate and relax le... hahaz... Sayoz guys...
SEN^39 has blogged @ 00:38.