Looking at my blog.... A big Thank you to you all...&
Firstly... putting up my nagging and all my negative
thinkingSecondly... being there when I really someone to talk to Lastly... putting up with all my crap
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Name: Jason Tay Ri Sen
Status: Single
D.O.B: 06/01/1988
I like...
+Dogs, cats, rabbits and any other small pets...
+loves dolphins
+skating
+playing car games
+exploring new things
+help pple with their problems
Priorities (now!!!) As accurate as of 06/04/2009
1st-Friends
2nd-Work
3rd-Skating
4th-A girlfriend(lolx)
Buddies
*Wei Long
*Jun Yong
*Jim
*Jin Long
*Sebastian
*Tong Ming
*Kevin
*Qi min
*Nicholas (innova)
*Jansen
*Jia Wei
*Terence
*Aaron
*Kay Hwee
*Jonathan
*Zi Qing
*Shawn
Very good female frenz...
*Liang Yu
*Jia Qun
*Jiayi
*Zan Jun
*Wen ying
*Hou Ying
*Hazel
*Tammie
*Kai Li
My Gan meis...
*Selina
*Ting Ting
*Jia Xin
*Mandy
*Pei En
*Xiu Min
*Priscilla
*Cheryl
*Cherie
*Katie
*Eveline
*Isabel
*Joanne
*Shi Yun
My Friends from work...
*Joe aka Ah long
*Gareen
*Jia hong
*Chin chong
*Auntie xiao lan
*Auntie jenny
*Bing Da
*Ah siao(not her real name)
*Lewis
*Joyce
*Wei Cong
*Koon Xian
*Feng Wei
*Zhi Cai
*Auntie mary
*Auntie annie
(Thanks guys... Had lots of fun working with u all... Hope to see u all soon...)
My army frenz
-BMTC Bronco Company PLT 1 SEC 1
Andy aka Boss
Jason aka JS
Chun Kit aka kit
Alvin Leong aka Fish
Anson aka SM Lee
Philip
Edgar
-AETC AEC BRAVO PLT 5
Wei cong
Samuel
Yi Da
Andy
Leonard
Sanjai
Kai Xuan
Chee Hao
Shao Shun
Jun Cheng
Ivan
Peng Yong
Shan Wen
Danne
Hong Qing
Jeremy
Jesse
Zhi Huan
Bryan
Kenneth
(SPECS)
Desmond
Han Siang
Dan
Chin Thong
Sim
Zhu
Roger
Adriel
Yong Qi
Gerrard
Monday, November 26, 2007. 101th post
Many thoughts in my mind now...
8wheelfreaks Army Her My future My friends
8wheelfreaks... Looking at our 8wheelfreaks video... I suddenly remember when i first brought my skates.... The first place it went was pasir ris park... Then i fell at the car pouch... So pai sei... Then when more start skating... Then came 8wheelfreaks... On the bus was this show 8-legged freaks... Then came the name of 8wheelfreaks... There we started our journey to learn slides and jumps... Then after that it was the start of our downfall... A levels came... Poly projects cames like water... Then after that... The worst of it all... Wei long's injury... There came a time when i thought back... Whether is 8wheelfreaks gone??? I do not know... But looking at the video we did... It brought back good memories... The fun and exciting skate on orchard road and the city hall MRT underpass... It was fun... The only video that motivates me... Motivational talks does little on me... Hope wei long's recovery is fast and 100% fit to skate... Then we will relive our glorious days of 8wheelfreaks...
We fall
We rise
We FLY
Army... Dunno wat has happen to our unit... Ever since the COC parade... Nothing i mean Really nothing seems to be good... A lot of bad things has happen to us... Extras fly like nobody's business... RSM... A changed man... No longer the man whom i respects the most... I start to detest him... My CO... The man who puts up shows in front of us and behind the scene stab us in the back real hard... I'm starting to hate being a combat engineer... I really dun feel like putting on the formation badge... I really feel like we are underpaid bangalah...Doing things which only construction workers do... I hate my unit now... Suffering now...
Advance and Overcome
Her... Abt her... I also dunno wat i can do... Sometimes i really thought that she's the one... But sometimes i thought... Am i sure... Ya... I still really like her... Think of her every now and then... The bbq she did not reply me... Many times i asked her out and got rejected... So how??? Wat muz i do... I think i may as well juz be single all my life... Coz i doubt anyone will like me... Super lack of confidence boring very auntie very naggy very hot tempered and I'm not that good looking to begin with... I'm tired... I'm really tired... Really need some help and advices...
8 years soon, and still counting... When is the perfect ending???
My future... Still considering of whether to sign up this contract to tie a bond with the civil service... To serve the nation... Frens had said that it ain't a simple job... And most of my life would be tied down... Wat am i suppose to choose???
My future is misty. Wat to choose.
Time will decide...
Frenz... This the area that i'm happy with... Frens around me is like tonnes of medicine being put into me... To cure the disease call loneliness. they are all well in their indivual circle of life... I hope that it stays today...
Friends Forever!!!
miss u... Wan to talk to u... Wan to see u...
SEN^39 has blogged @ 01:55.
Sunday, November 18, 2007.
100th post...
Yeah... It has hit the third digit le... Lolx... Seems a far long way to achieve this... The first time i blog... Some 2 years ago... Now hit 100 le... Hahaz...
Had a bbq at sebas house yesterday... As usual... The turnout wasn't a lot of pple... Hmm... ard 30 i think... Met some of the pple which i had not met for a very long time... Cherie eugene yao boon hazel prisicilla xiu min lor... Was very happy to see them... Have not talk to them for quite some time le... To some of them... pai sei didn't have the time to talk to u all... Hehez... Then in the end left me wei long sebas jin long and jun yong... we played games on sebas the com until we are too tired le... lolx... Then woke up today to see jun yong and jin long they all gone to chruch... Hahaz... They are passionate christens sia... Then blah blah blah... Until now preparing to go back to camp le... lols... Dunno y i feel so pissed off now... Maybe because of one person who did not reply my sms... For a very long time... In 3 more hours it will be 24 hours since i sms the person... I dunno y... but i feel that at least the person should send smth in reply ba...
This person somemore is a person who is so special to me... Someone who i care for... The person dunno how worried am i... Maybe the person juz dun care... Aiyah... Forget abt it le... The person won't reply de...
Lolx... Getting angry over a reply... I'm stupid sia... This week got IPPT test... Hope can get a 8 chin up... Then can get silver award... Entitled to one day off and 100 bucks... Hahaz... Wish me luck...
Yeah it is u... I'm very worried abt u... Suddenly u juz dun wan to reply me... Wat happen??? Did anything happen to u??? Wat happen at ur dinner??? Too many questions with no answers to begin with... I'm fret up... Y am i living a life of worrying??? Good luck to ur exams in the coming week... Jia you... Anything u need pple to talk to juz find me ba... (i doubt u will)SEN^39 has blogged @ 19:50.
Sunday, November 11, 2007.
Heys peps...
Before i go back to the so far far away camp call sungei gedong camp... Juz come blog a while...
Hmm looking back at the last time de post... I found that one year has pass since my a level le... But it seems like it happen a few mths ago... Lolx... And saw my post of this gal tammie... One of my very good female frenz... A fren who i nv see for quite some time... Looking at those negative post... I felt i had changed a bit... Although the last post is still abt me whining abt problems... But compared to last time... I feel more positive le... Maybe because of army... And because of games came into my life... Spending time more at home with games and not relationship...
Thinking of relationship... I think i made some progress le... Hahaz... Hopefully it's true ba... Hehez... Then for my 2 bro de problems... They seems fine... But from my understanding... They are not... Deep down in their heart... Still has the problem... Nvm... Wait for the bbq this coming sat... I will talk to the both of u... Hehez... For the 2 of u... Dun be sad le... Anything juz leave a sms on my phone... Once i received the sms le i will reply or call u all...
This week got 8 km route march... Dunno whether i can take it not... The pace is very fast and i a bit cannot take it... Plus this week got section and platoon test... Jia you to my section and platoon sia... Hehez....
Hehez... Maybe i got progress in my relationship ba... But i at least starting to do smth... Hehez... I got no experience... Now trying to see wat i should do... Hehez... Dun blame me arh... Hope everything goes well for u ba... Hehez... Jia you for ur upcoming exams... I'm behind u...SEN^39 has blogged @ 19:43.
Friday, November 09, 2007.
Argh!!!
I'm now strucked down with 2 very big problems... Both also not i not inside de... But i'm the middle man in the 2 incident... I feel choked... I feel stressed... I feel saffocated... And lastly i feel helpless... I see my 2 frenz in trouble and i could not do anything... I feel darn useless... Where were the times when all of us were happy and there was no relationship problems to hinder with our way of having fun...
Why??? Why now 2 of them are down with the same problems... Why??? I feel squeezed... I feel like giving up... I feel like not doing anything le... But will i do it??? NO... Coz they are my buddies... My brothers... For 7 years...
Wat abt my problems... Who listens to them??? Yeah... Someone once said that i put other pple problems in front of mine... Yeah... I always... Coz their problem are of much importance than mine... Mine problems are small case...
Argh!!! i dunno wat to do sia!!! Someone please help me out!!! Someone please teach me wat to do!!!
No matter how tough this may seems and how complicated it may be... I will be right there to support u all... Juz a call or a sms... I will try to make my way there... To my brothers... Stay cool and take care...
Hmm... Dunno whether it's a clue from Yue Lao... Some things seems to have change between me and u... A clue??? Like wat wei long say... Be good frenz first... Then after that then decide... Hahaz... That's wat i'm going to do!!! To a more happy me!!! Jia you... Btw good luck for ur test today... Hehez... SEN^39 has blogged @ 12:27.
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