PROFILE
Name: Jason Tay Ri Sen
Status: Single
D.O.B: 06/01/1988
I like...
+Dogs, cats, rabbits and any other small pets...
+loves dolphins
+skating
+playing car games
+exploring new things
+help pple with their problems
Priorities (now!!!) As accurate as of 06/04/2009
1st-Friends
2nd-Work
3rd-Skating
4th-A girlfriend(lolx)
Buddies
*Wei Long
*Jun Yong
*Jim
*Jin Long
*Sebastian
*Tong Ming
*Kevin
*Qi min
*Nicholas (innova)
*Jansen
*Jia Wei
*Terence
*Aaron
*Kay Hwee
*Jonathan
*Zi Qing
*Shawn
Very good female frenz...
*Liang Yu
*Jia Qun
*Jiayi
*Zan Jun
*Wen ying
*Hou Ying
*Hazel
*Tammie
*Kai Li
My Gan meis...
*Selina
*Ting Ting
*Jia Xin
*Mandy
*Pei En
*Xiu Min
*Priscilla
*Cheryl
*Cherie
*Katie
*Eveline
*Isabel
*Joanne
*Shi Yun
My Friends from work...
*Joe aka Ah long
*Gareen
*Jia hong
*Chin chong
*Auntie xiao lan
*Auntie jenny
*Bing Da
*Ah siao(not her real name)
*Lewis
*Joyce
*Wei Cong
*Koon Xian
*Feng Wei
*Zhi Cai
*Auntie mary
*Auntie annie
(Thanks guys... Had lots of fun working with u all... Hope to see u all soon...)
My army frenz
-BMTC Bronco Company PLT 1 SEC 1
Andy aka Boss
Jason aka JS
Chun Kit aka kit
Alvin Leong aka Fish
Anson aka SM Lee
Philip
Edgar
-AETC AEC BRAVO PLT 5
Wei cong
Samuel
Yi Da
Andy
Leonard
Sanjai
Kai Xuan
Chee Hao
Shao Shun
Jun Cheng
Ivan
Peng Yong
Shan Wen
Danne
Hong Qing
Jeremy
Jesse
Zhi Huan
Bryan
Kenneth
(SPECS)
Desmond
Han Siang
Dan
Chin Thong
Sim
Zhu
Roger
Adriel
Yong Qi
Gerrard
Sunday, July 22, 2012.
7 months down the line, has anything changed? Not much has. I was stuck with everything i had with Lydia. I've become petty and angst about almost every single thing. I had no control over what i am doing. So many times i told myself that she has gone and she is leading a better life now. I have not stop loving her even after we broke up 7 months ago. One day my friend asked me: " so what if you all were to be together again? It will be different from before. It will be a totally different relationship even if you all are back together. Come on, you have to move on already" Hearing that, I know i have to. She hasn't talked to me ever since her birthday when we briefly texted for a while. I'm sorry for being sarcastic during the text. What i want is for you to know i was fine and okay, but deep down i really wanted to say "Happy birthday Darling!" No matter how things may have become and what has changed between the both of us, in my mind that was the happiest period of my life. We may quarrel many many times along the length of our relationship, i was fine to let you win always. I may have said a lot of angsty stuff to you and you felt offended. I am very sorry that i have said that. Thinking back, i matured a lot during the 7 months. Going shopping with other girls won't have the same joy that i have when i shop with you. The look on your eyes when you want to get something but there is budget constraint, knowing how much you liked it and i would love to see you in it, i would get it for you in the end. Not that i don't have opinions on the clothes that you chose, i trust your taste so i don't have to comment on the clothes. I know you will look good in them. I have security concerns because it took me so long to find someone i really love so much. I don't want to lose you to anyone. I know i have over did it. I know i was in the wrong. So many sorry that i want to tell you face to face. But we aren't talking right now. I hope we will start talking again soon. Be it as normal friends and close friends which we used to be, i won't mind. To end of, I want to say thanks for dropping on my lap at the time when i don't have any more faith in hope, i will always appreciate what i have now and who i am because you came into my life. I still miss you very much and i hope you are doing well in JC now. This period should be chinese and PW period. JIA YOU!
SEN^39 has blogged @ 17:27.
Tuesday, January 31, 2012.
Darling, i really miss you. i can't help but wake up everyday thinking of you. i cant talk to many people about this. Cause i don't dare to show my weakness. i have been strong on the outside always. but when i am alone, all the feelings come back to me. i really miss you very much. i still love you. Please come back to me, okay? Please.
SEN^39 has blogged @ 23:05.
Thursday, November 10, 2011.
i guess i am so irritated with myself this time. i cannot help but feel that some people do not deserve my care and concern at all. Why should i bother wasting my time to care for these people when they do not even care about me. i am feeling very pissed off.
i am going to be selfish and be someone who cares more about myself, my girlfriend, my family and my close friends. People, who does not fall in any of the category mentioned, do not even bother to receive a text from me again. BYE BYE!
i am so lucky that i have my girlfriend to talk to for all my troubles. Thank you darling. =)
SEN^39 has blogged @ 23:45.
Monday, September 05, 2011.
nearly a year since i last posted on blogger. =) a lot has changed. i mean really a lot. cause there is someone who would finally tolerate all my nonsense my poor command of english and everything about me. and this person is my dearest girlfriend. yes i always do irritate her with my stupid actions my insensitive talks about other people so loudly and many many more. she gets angry at times but she has never scolded me. i really am appreciative of what she has done for me. i know i can be irritating when i keep asking what has happen to you. it is all because i care for you. but i have over done everything to make her so upset. then this time i have made her so angry that she decided that we should take a break from each other. i promised her that i will give her a break. i will keep to it. although today is the first day and i am missing her already, i cannot break my promise.
to my darling,
i love you! i didn't meant to make you so upset. please forgive me.
SEN^39 has blogged @ 21:31.
Saturday, September 11, 2010.
things have changed a lot during the 1 month plus. haha. kinda sad though. but is like i found another bff. which i am quite happy with that. hmm. then kinda feel that i am back to the emo emo me again leh. oh my!!! i should hang out with frens more. then i wont feel that lonely le.
kinda miss the days before sch starts. now with tutorial after tutorials coming and i am just like unable to catch up. stress is mounting on me. =( will start my studying very very soon! cannot wait liao. dun wan to end up like last year because of smth then cause me to become so emo and depress and then screwed up my gpa. i need to meet new pple in my life. need to contact different pple. then also dun be so nice to frens and be lousy to myself. i should pamper myself already. i treat pple too nice then is like kinda nv get appreciated.
i know a lot of pple are very concerned abt wat i do and my emotions. i am someone who is super emotional and over sensitive. which is hindering me to move on. like wat is happening now. i kinda dun feel so well when like pple dun trust me. then over a small issue i can blow it up to a magnitude that everyone is saying i over reacting. i wan to put a stop to all this. this is not good.
just dunno wat i should do to make me less sensitive. maybe just dun care abt anything ba. haha. =)
SEN^39 has blogged @ 12:42.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010.
i somehow felt that i had done smth wrong.
i shouldn't have talk too much about my past. i should been more sensitive. i'm sorry i know this shows that i cannot give up on my past. but i can dare say. i have changed. i treat the past as lessons to remind me not to make the same mistake. i really wan this to work. i cannot give up at this point. i had always been a quitter. quit when i sense smth is wrong. but i nv see that there is up and downs in life. cannot because of one down then i quit.
I'M SORRY!
SEN^39 has blogged @ 10:35.
Monday, July 12, 2010.
i'm happy today!!! haha. the bbq auntie abi and all my ocip frens. enjoyed the day today. eating bbq-ing woots! so so happy and tired. on my way back i thought of a lot of stuff. i dunno wat to do abt some stuff. i dunno how to put it though. but is something very personal. maybe i should find someone to talk to. before i keep it to myself. but like everyone is busy. then who can i talk to. =(
but anyways. life still have to go on. haha. cheers=)
SEN^39 has blogged @ 02:17.